To say that 2020 has been a year of what in the world! Is clearly putting it lightly t say the least. I know you all can relate. With all the bumps has come much triumph and victory as well. I call it abounding grace, truly God has taken me from grace to grace. Add in a whole heap of mercy and my friends you have what I call life! I’m tankful for life.
To give a bit of history last June I was diagnosed with a rare autoimmune disease called antisynthetase. Yeah, I know what is that?? How did you get it? Is there a cure? That was all the questions I asked when this rare oddity decided to wreak havoc on my body and life. There is no cure, there’s no way of telling how I developed it. It’s a disease that attacks the joints, muscles, and lungs. Well, My God! Why has thou forsaken me!? Gods answer, why not you? Um, Okay, ouch! Not the answer I was looking for, but I had to ask myself too why not you Chudney?
My Body! My Face!
Okay, so I must embrace the fact that my body is attacking itself, cool not cool. And I also must now embrace my new chubby chipmunk face laced with teenage puberty break outs! Help me Lord! I learned quickly that beauty is vain. True beauty lies within after all and everyday I’m working on accepting my now beauty.